The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows.

If anyone knows how to achieve determination and dedication, let me know.
I'm in desperate need.

I have a 2.9 GPA. That's crap. I thought it was a lot higher. Freshman year killed me. I almost failed. I got tested for ADD after that year and then got put on adderall then my grades sky-rocketed. Great timing.

I hate being alone. It's the worst feeling in the world. I've been really needy lately.

Life is just disappointing right now.
:(

The Rat.

I feel completely out of the blog circle and it sucks. :(
There are too many people blogging now to catch up! And half of them I've never even spoken to before...


I'm so lazy, I need to get off the computer and finish cleaning my closet!
Darn computer.

Blood In Your Mouth.

I need to clean my room. It's disgusting and it's driving me insane.
I need to eat healthier.
I need to exercise. HA.
I need to lose weight. Lots.
I need to get over him.
I need to get another good cry out tonight. It's been too long.
I need to runaway.
I need to trust in God more.
I need to read more.
I need to quit procrastinating.
I need to start thinking seriously about college.
I need to get a freaking job.
I need to keep my mouth shut.



Laziness is getting the best of me. Completely.