I lost. Four votes, and I lost. It's not even the fact that I lost; I don't really care about the position anymore... it's the fact that I didn't have the support from some of my best friends. Maybe I'm being completely selfish, but I'm just really disappointed in one person in particular. But, it's over now and I can't do anything about it but get over it.
(This is NOT to make you feel guilty, Michael. Please don't take this the wrong way.)
To add on to that great news, I get a phone call. It's Michael. He dropped my lens that I let him borrow. I just kind of broke down from there. I was shocked. Too much was happening at the same time. If it were anybody I'd still be completely shocked, so it's not just that it was Michael. It was kind of like already having the impact of one fatal crash and then having another crash right after. The first crash was sort of someone else's fault and it could have been completely avoided, but the second was just an accident. But I just couldn't handle it. My stress level has been crazy lately.
Today just kind of made me realize no one can rely on each other. We do, then we're disappointed. That's why we forgive and forget, though. :)
I read over my post and it doesn't really make that much sense to me; everything just kind of flowed out and that's why everything is all jumbled and what not. AND I was trying reeeeally hard to quit ranting for a while, but I just really had to get that out. Thanks for reading and caring.
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If you think about it, it's very pointless anyway. I mean, what are they going to do as President or Vice President? Nothing, really. It's just a club for fun, not a religious sect.
And I'm still sorry about your lens... but to me, the fact that we were able to get over the problem and actually solve it TOGETHER is more important than what happened. We didn't argue about what could have been done or how much of an idiot I was... and I thank you for that.
Through this, we were shown that we're more than just people who know each other, we're friends.
We can count on each other. We proved that today.
Of course.. you're my bff, remember? :)
I'm really sorry, Ashley. Like Michael said, though, it is just a club, and these things really don't get past high school. You should not feel bad about a high school election for an inactive French club. Don't let not getting elected stop you. Be as active as possible...however much that is in such an inactive organization:)
Aww. . . you guys are so cute. I love seeing how this blog has evolved into a lasting friendship. I love you guys:)
Thanks guys. I know it's a stupid election, I was just disappointed. Thanks for your support and encouragement. :)
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