Monday, November 10, 2008

My Own Worst Enemy.

I got called "the most immature person I(the person who said it) know" the other day. Why you ask? Because I said what I felt. Haha. Honestly, I don't know what's gotten into people. I'm sick of this drama rama! Sad part is, I lost a friend out of all this. I mean, it was slowly happening but, seriously? It's the stupidest thing ever. I'm really starting to see everyone's true colours. I'm also realizing who I can rely on. I know my jealousy gets the best of me sometimes, but I just feel neglected, ya know? Oh no, there goes my selfishness...

Can I please just leave Memphis?
When the heck is Jesus coming back?!
AGGGHH!
I'm sick of this life. I need a break.
That would be great right about now, thanks.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aw, Ashley, dear, I know how you feel. I'm sorry you feel that way. I hope you realize that you always have people who do love you and care about your feelings, and, if it counts for anything, in my eyes, you are far from being immature. I know it's hard, but don't let all the stupid high school drama get you down. In the end, it all means nothing.

Love ya, girl.

Yours Truly said...

Mrawr. Same thing's happened to me, except the person didn't dare say it to my face. Or reveal his/her identity. Says something, doesn't it?

Dema says it best. It doesn't really matter in the end. If things patch up, you see a true friend. If not, find some closure and accept things for what they are.

Always remember.. "FOREVER LOVE!!!!! FOREVER DREAM!!!!!"

Yours Truly said...

Also, there have been friendships that I could have had in the past few weeks. But I couldn't... simply because I just couldn't fulfill some "duties" in a sense.

No one's fault. I'm not very happy about it... but I accept it. Move on!

KURENAI!

ashleybee said...

Thanks guys. I don't know what I would do without your encouragement. :) I'm glad to know I have you guys to talk to and rely on.

Brandon Dahlberg said...

People will be people, and you'll be you. You know what they say, this too shall pass.

TeenCreeps said...

wow thats what ive been feeling lately but like the first comment said this too shall pass